Sunday, October 20, 2013

Apples and Change


Our household consists of the taboo
All we speak of is religion and politics
Each to our own
Agreeing on little
But motives are good
Mutually acknowledged

Yesterday reeked of our first Thai recipe
Chocolate chip cookies
Cuddled on the couch
Taboo subjects taboo
And rest, rested on us
All arguments forgotten
In the comforts of home

Today is the first snow
We move in 9 days
Into the city
Of traffic and sirens
Nations amix in one neighborhood
And blacks will no longer be the minority
Both of us return to comfort
In unlikely circumstance
Closer to history and pain
Memories and relatives.

We leave our olive and chocolate walls
To those happy to find them
Our caretaking responsibility
To one better equipt
And our lonely city
Will fade quickly in our memory
As we trade it for
Welcoming pagans and artists

We become we,
in a way more than
He joining me
Mine becomes ours
As we set our feet on level ground
Trust marks the way
As apples and change
Hold us in the sweet smell
Of tomorrow

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Sex abuse and the Church

 What becomes of a child's perspective on God when the one who is meant to lead and protect, when the one who is meant to teach about purity violates that child's purity at a young age?  It is distorted.  Trust is broken between the child and the creator-due to the misdeeds of a created being.  A person, a man. A priest maybe.   These things are received on the gut level and repel children from the God who is capable of healing the destruction caused by a broken/wicked man. Christ suffered as we suffered.  Did he get molested? I don't know.  But he felt forsaken by God and he felt the undeserved guilt. The guilt of the whole world was laid on him.   This is a song I was singing tonight as I thought about this suffering of the children and of Christ:


You cried out,
You cried out,
God you've forsaken me,
You've forsaken me

You cried out,
You cried out
You've forsaken me
You've forsaken me

But you didn't waste your blood on me
You didn't waste your blood on me
You didn't waste your pain on me
Why should I live blind if you help me see?